Friday, April 20, 2007
2.4km run. i get 17.30 min,if i did not rmb wrongly.
16.1o-17.10 is 2point for it.well ii need one more mark to get
silver for ma nafa test.i desire deadly for a silver for my nafa.
i will go for a retake for my running.this is my 1st tyme ever
felt this wae.[ wannted badly for a silver ].
CHEER for ME. !! [X
we didnt talk much at school. or rather jus x-change one-two sentence.
i could c dat she's happy with them.i continue doing my work.
other pp asked me. [ don u feel nan shou ?]
i replied [ about wad ? ]
asked [ them ] - not pointing to e-witches
replied [ haiiha0 lo.i don wan to think further. jus concentrate on my work. ] -
not i don give a damn.but i don wan to think n get upset on e spot.
to be real.it upset me.
for what i c, it's no longer how much she cherish e-witches ler.
she's happier with them. it's them who make her laugh.
though i sometymes feel it's not a real laughing. mayb it's my imagination.
but e fact is she's happy with them lo. wad could we do ?
it's no point anymore ler leh. like wad she said ; [wo bu hui fen sheng shu.]
she don have fen sheng shu. n she joined them. and of cus she cant fen sheng
to e-witches.
todae i manage to get a talk with them after school.otherother she told me
dat she don wan split n so on.and i sms-ed everyone ; tmr wan to have a chat ?
e-witches all replied [ yes ] except corrine , kaori did not reply.
todae's talking short of one pp ; kaori .
but 1 more person ; yingjie
we didnt manage to talk all things out. but ii really feel v wad lehh.
like , .. ii manage to get '' most '' of us to meet each other out.
although kaori didnt attend, but still can sae something one e ma.
ii alrdy plan hao hao wad to sae ler lehh. is really plan one lo.
i expect her to have more things to sae, more then wad i plan.
cus whn i told her dat who replied she was like v happy. i could feel it.
in e end , it's not wad i expected. nth come out. jus dat [ no wan split stuff ].
but if don wan split, should be saeing how she feel ba. xiang talk e most , i admire
her straight. but whn xiangg talk , a laugh came along. everyone was seriously
listen to wad xiang was talking about. n i said e person who laugh. e replie was like
bu shuang to me.
i thought tat she's seriously taking this talk.for me on e spot ,
she like v shui bian leh.
ii noe i didnt talk wad i plan
at all.cus whn i start, i think will lead to another quarrel.
truth came along with not nice word. it's depend on how pp c it.
went dwn to buy food , n who i saw ?
YIFAN. omg shock me. . =='' he shouted my name n look other wae.
zzzzz laugh out loud !!
I'm here all alone at 5:00 AM