Saturday, March 31, 2007
FINALLY !! SPENDED 12 HOURS WATCHING 「魔女の条件」. final episode not bad. aww. . so yanda0 hahahah [X nw the tyme is 3.o6am. my head so heavy nw. muhahahaha so niceeeee . . . . . . HE so SHUAII [X . i love it [: todae all dae at home . except go mamashop. hahahaha. well life at home suit me [:
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
after school find weiting, she acc-ing me till 2.55pm.we walk ard northpoint. walk n walk. hahaha . went to vcd shop. guess who i saw ? AZRI. dat wetchicken. hahahahaha. well said [ hi ] & [ bbyes ] hahaha after dat i went bck to school to take cca pic. hahahas this is e most memorable CCA pic. most of them is having o'LVL. well might be e last year taking with them. include caixia [; hahahas
i'm surpise whn she msgged me. i sense sumthing had happen.she asked me if im free not.wan chat on phone awhile not. i return call.
i'm shock. shock to heard her crying over e phone. it hurts me. whn i noe she's crying. i stright awae pause wadever i'm doing.
she n i are somehow similar. if she haven msgg me. n if i nvr called her, i would nvr nvr noe wad's behind her smile.it was a shattered heart. i feel like protecting her as a fren.i'm happy dat at least she msgged me , at least i noe i stand a place . i manage to make her smile over e phone. but dat's jus temperary. we laughed over e phone we having chat.
somehow ; i still believe dat there's no TRUTH. perhaps wad they sae might be real . but dat's jus for dat moment only. once e honeymoon is over ; everything went bck to how they used to be.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
my mind's keep flashing bck e past. e past how happy i was whn i'm was with xiongyun. & how sad i am. it's not dat i still like him.but somehow , there's a hidden place , a place for him in my heart. me n weisong nth to sae ler leh. keep talking e same thing. he had hard tyme communicating with me. i noe he cares about me n anxious about me. but e more he is like dat. e more i'm OPPSITE.
can someone understand me ??????
taking classPHOTO todae ! omg ; it's ugly i noe. =X hahah but fun yar ! . i came to realise me n sato jus not in e same class jus a year, well . . hahah i donno how to sae e feeling . it's fun this year [ x .
after school acc olivia , fengsi , cheryl go to woodland there buy SWTs. it's tiring . i'm MOODY due to e WEATHER. i'm srry if my face is BLACK. cus i hate sweaty !. omg. but whn returing to yishun it's was so COOL inside e bus. me n fengsi taking pic of OLIVIA [ x so funny. e feeling is abit same with whn i'm with sato them.but it cant compare how i & sato them having fun , going crazy. [ x i miss it .
we went to yishun there c if where's e UNI shop locate . well i still rmb is 923. but it's not. omg . !! i'm srry , i rmb it wrongly or e pp bluff me. hahah so qi cak siaa !! akaabo0m ! azri came along to0. hahahaha. he also acc us walk . well e wae olivia n him talk funny lo. hahahas it goes like this >
tingting > u how tall ?
azri > i forgot mine's.eurs ?
tingting>i 'm TALL
azri> whatever ~
tingting > cheryl & u can fight liao
olivia> cheryl taller lo eu so short.
azri> * funny expression* look who's talking . . .
olivia> * funny expression to0 *
hahah. & more . . jus lazy type. me & fengsi there laught [ X hahaha. we stay at northpoint awhile.a shortwhile. & i went home by mrt. everyone seperate our wae. fengsi them take bus. while azri walkwalk. hahah.
after reach home i slpp [ x . but not enough tyme slpp zzzZZZzz
AUDRIC's going army so0n [ x
guud luck & all e best [x
Friday, March 23, 2007
he cant stand e wae i am * sumtymes * i asked n asked him . he den told me. well , i noe i got problem zzzzzzz . they keep asking me whether i'm okae not.cus i'm differ in e wae i used be. indeed i'm differ jus dat i didnt speak out tell them / him . cus i noe if i tell him, words would stuck or rather i don wan to sae out. while he's listening he will becum du lan.cus i speak half wae.i irritate him.
man - Do not make e mistake by assuming that ladies will think e wae eu do.
ladies - Do not wishing that man will think e wae how we think n what we're thinking
we're different. e habit we have n e wae we think is DIFFER.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
daes are usual. EXCEPT that i get FULL MARKs for GEOG. 1st tyme having FULL MARKs among all SUBJ.it's more happy then getting a distinsion [X . i told everyone around me. pp may c i'm showing off. but it's NOT. i jus wanted to share with pp around me.
me n qingwen were late for geog class ; well we told teacher tat we go toilet. when enter comp lab. we jus realise dat we're having bck our geog test paper. i was shock e wae teacher sae out my name =='' i tot i fail my geog badly but it was not. ii get full marks [X so happy.
recess tyme ; sumthing's wrong. i sense sumthing's jus wrong.laopo's is upset by sumthing else. but i jus don noe about it. well ; i smsed her told her dat she can pour things out to me if she wants.n told her i'll be there for her. well i said this many tyme,i don think she will sae out. i think i noe how she feel ? haha cus whn there's a person telling another * wad i have said to her * e person who heards that feel at least there's one pp is there for themselve. but at e end ; e person who is upset by things around them , they wont sae anything out. i don really noe what's e reason why they wont sae. cus i'm one of them. things jus get stucked . e words cant be heard cant be said. it just wont came out no matter how much we wanted to speak .
there's no art lesson todae.make me bring my art file n book to school.=='' so heavy . zzzzzz. it's free period. me n qingwen having a chat. we talk about friendships.i saw tears in her eyes. it's not saddness. it's a tears of * whn some one who speak e bottom of eur heart. n noe wat's eu're talking about. or whn u noe there's a person understand how u feel n u feel tat's enough even e whole world don understand u. * something like dat. i experience it too. dat's whn i heard my mummy speak certain thing which made my tears out. it's something warmful for me.
school lesson finished. went to meet MY MR-KANAA FIRED. hahah. went along with xiang them. well tyme is little with him. hmm screamed whn he keep make my hair. i didnt mean it. zzz i jus don like it whn pp keep kaajiao my hair zzz . it's a habit ? perhaps.
if i were him i would be angry. zz . i went to acc-ing him wait for bus. n there he goes meet his fren.havin a chat with lijun , sato under block. well actually we didnt say anything.going home at about 2.5o.
reached home and have a nap.
i cant rmb where i heard this. i think from tv. ;
eu don really need to love e man/guy whole heartly.all eu need to is understand e them.
don expect to understand e ladies / women . all eu need is to love them .
it's quite true. [X i agree with it.
Monday, March 12, 2007
me n weiting's e-zink card. my pri school face
n weiting's last year face
we had e same sticker on our e-zink. (X
style uhh X3
we take some pic while heading back home.
in e train. (X edit by TINGTING ;p
another pic of us. (:
we said dat ; even pp out there misunderstood us.
we n-o-e tat there's still WEITING n EVA.
though we might not be meeting each n other out.
but our frenship wont end . (: we've not meeting
n going out for months. it felt as if dat we haven go
out for weeks. (X dats wad i feel.not more dat 1 n 1/2
month.
me n weiting went to marsiling . she went there for a
hair cut.my mission is to accompany her.hahahas.
there's not much pp in e shop for cutting. she manage
to get e uncle to hlp her cut. hahahas it cost for 8$ but
e uncle count her 7$ . hahahahs.
after hair cutting, we went to causewae point to have
my lunch.n head bck home after dat.
it's a sweety n hot dat. whn i reached home i have a nap
with aircon (X well bout 45min i cannot tahhan e cold.
n switch on my fan . i off my aircon . zzzzz
i have my nap till 8 like dat. hahahas slpp dao full (X
plan to go for a movie with my family.but yingying
not feeling well.so cancel.so have to wait for nextweek.
promised him to go out with him.
hahahhas
Friday, March 09, 2007
Horoscope for March 9, 2007
The Bottom Line
Your opinion could be the odd one out today, so try not to go on the defensive.
In Detail
In an innocuous chat today, your opinion could be the odd one out, so try not to go on the defensive -- it could force things to take an uncomfortable turn. Remember, you're all just having a friendly conversation and exchanging your ideas! Your deeply emotional response to this subject might surprise you, but your passions are strong -- and you should appreciate that about yourself. Do not try to just say what the group wants to hear.
Friday, March 02, 2007
deep inside , i wanted to scream out loud.i wanted to cry like nobody business ; without pp noeing . annd i did it.there's still '' leftover '' tears.
i dont yearn for everlasting friendship , becus this is wad real life is.
but i'll cherish the friendship between siaochabo , especially corrine , e-witches ,
todae planned to go bugis with them,but my final decision is [ not going ] it don seems to be any diff if i'm going. cus it jus wont make any diff .if i went , it will be like ard 4+ like dat. cus i don like going out.it's jus dat i told xiang dat i'll be going todae,but it seems doesnt matter anymore nw, .cus lijun they all oso going.n if i go ; i'll going bck alone too. zzz must well i go home from xiang's hus ; oso alone. if i don go ; they still have each other.
duaka becum part of me ? hahah i tell him some of my trouble whn i hugg him.he seems to ki siao sumtymes n run alot zzz. but whn i hugged him he was so quite , n began to close his eyes . X3 he's cute e lo. hahaha. he seems to understand me ? or i think too much.hahaha cus whnn i sayang him n sae things out , he was oso silent too. for me , he seems to be listening my problems. ahahahah.
i pass my MATH - 22/4o . CHINESE - 77/100
finally pass my math . zzz plan hao ler ; haolidae go meet him (:
Thursday, March 01, 2007
my feet is getting heavier .i couldnt speak. words trapped in my thr0at.it's not dat i don wan tell eu h0w i feel & wad i'm thinking of.i wanted to share it with u too.but i cant get over me ;i'm not use to saeing things from e bottom of part of me.i wanted to speak but voices cantbe heard.i'm out of voice.u said u feel hard to communicate with mesumtymes.perhps is dat i don speak e bottom of my heart ; to my problems. u get irritated for e answer i gave.i don have enough courage to speak e things dat kept deep dwn inside me.u said not to worry to tell eu everything.but i scare,scare get irritated by u.cus nw's jus e starting point.who noes eu might get irritated. i'm afraid ; afraid to give eu 1oo% . e thinking of mine haven change yet, which is dat i'm afraid dat whn e moment i give 1oo% things bad will happen,it would lead us apart.mayb give me sumtymes.tyme get rid of e thinking.but it wont get rid of e voices dat trapped.
manythings keep flashing n flashing thru my mind. i feel i'm going crazy soon.bed tyme heard paper flipping , it jus annoy me. makes me think more irritating stuff.
everyone seems pretend to be themselve. putting a mask.trying to be e usual self. am i correct ? or i'm reading to0 much agnn ? perhaps .
i don seems to be e crazy me as i used to be anymore.
