did i read too much ? or things isnt dat simple ?

i'm not in my usual self,hard to breath.6th sense telling me dat something bad is happening soon.

woke up at 9.3o. 12+ reached tiong bah ru. went to eat n buy BRA . spent 1oo+ for 2 BRA zzzzz. n take e so call luckydraw. hahaha 68$ discount so i take 1 m0re bra.haahahah (X

marmie actually wanted to buy shirt.but didnt find she type she wanted. in e end money spent on us. she did hair cuting whn we going to ahma hus. stay dao 4+ like dat. before leaving. me n ying went to e road side wait for da ah yi. hahaha she's still e same (: n xiao biao jie. she asked us over to her hus have dinner on tuesdae like dat.well her hus have new member . ; a puppy (: so nice. but nvm i got duaka. ahahah

me,marmie ,ying take quite many pic in e mrt. hahahah e face so funny (X

reunion dinner ;

since donno when there's FIVE pp sitting around e table n eat.marmie's staying over night with us. we had our hus sweep by TINGTING , dats me. hahah so tiring. zzz after sweeping. i n marmie use labtop to watch [ STAY ALIVE ] hahah . plan to watch [ GHOST GAME ] after my shower. but she's tired. so she have a slpp. me n BAOBEI chat for awhile over e phone. he said afterwards den call agnn . i went to bed n close my eyes while waiting for his call, i place my phone on my hand in silent mode. on e other hand , i hold marmie's hand and closed my eyes. i knew marmie open her eyes cus she moved. hahaha (:

n i fell aslpp. he didnt called. cus i did not reply his msgg,n he knew i've slept.

this week ;


tuesdae went acc MR WEE WEE g0 buy sch0ol uni f0rm. bout 3+ reached home. hahaha so funny siaa at e kfc.hahahahahah.

nvr go school with him. cus he couldnt wake up.hahahah zzz if i were him i oso buay tahhan everydae so early wake n go SWIMMING =='' hahaha

wednesdae ; VALENTINEs DAE.
todae he acc me go school . we went to shop n save buy chocolate.he gave me CRUCHIE . hahaha ii gave him eat e choco mint type. 2 piece only zzzzzz . after recieve my angbao $$ ii going to give out e present dat i own them.hahaha n BELATED-VALENTINEs DAE PRESENT.

went to smb park with ying n her fren.he came along at around 4 like dat.stay da0 6+ like dat.abit plain.but nvm, cause c dao him.

I'M HAVING PERIOD ! zzz think they oso coming soon bah.hahah we all take turn (X

thursdae ;
i hand in 3 line's chinese compo to gao lao shi. zzzzzzzz sure kanna scold by her.afterwards will go complete it.hahaha,my english compo oso haven do finish yet.my maths oso haven done finish.my art going to complete my challenge assement. still got 2 artist painting to draw.i still haven study for my common test ... zzzzzzz tyme not enough or i lazy ?? answer is LAZY !!!!!

hai ha0 lehh. ' FRIEND VISITING ' doesnt ruin my dae. jus didnt run or jump too much like normal hahahhahahah !!

fridae ; todae .
he acc me go school todae.hmm so far he almost everydae acc me. jus tuesdae.hahah but nvm got c him can liao hahahah.todae me sarah , ida and donno who complete one artist painting, n we get cheeseball [ tibits] from mrs.osman. hahaha n she tell ask to use pen to draw e painting which painted by one of e navalites artist. she said whoever do finish 1st will get crunch punch [ bought from korea ] hahah though i'm not e 1st to complete.but i get it too. cus she got bout 4 or 3 like dat. hahahah and i get it. muahahahahah

we had PE todae . we run 2.4 km , my timing is 17.44 min . well improved ! we playing floorball after running. i still can jump jump n run and run . hahaha floorball quite fun. i score n score with fioan , joanna. alicia be the guard. hahahaha . mr.lim in jingjing's group. hahaha we both get draw.hahahas.

todae have concert.hahahah CORRINE v CHIO. very diff in e wae we see her in stage n front to front. I LOVE E WAE SHE DANCE. if i were guy , she's my idea GIRLFRIEND. hahahs. me n shuting yingjie keep saeing dat corrine very PRETTY (X

went to ntuc . we bought alot of things. spend 150$ . raining whn we're returning home. it's super heavy. korkor try to pull my umbrella n i scream e guy infront of me kanaa shock == ''


I MIISS MY BAOBEI .
YUPP AND I'M HAPPY WITH HIM

omg todae hard to tie hair. zzzzzz so e funny whn i tie up my hair.hahahahaha

mrAZRI is HAMSTER HEAD. AHAHAHAH

after school meet yingying n went to tiongba ruh meet marmie. hahahaahaha we went to ahmaa's hus . dao 4.30 like dat den we went to tiongbaa ruhh plaza buy new year cloth, i bought 3 shirt 1 jean. yingying bought 1skirt,1shirt,1pant . total 229$. zzz i actually wan buy a
[ bli ya0 ] . but cost 35$+ . i give it up. zzzz

hahaaahs.

at night went jogging with korkor .. hahahaahs so tired n so smelly .. hahaahahas, i cook maggie mee . add sotong ball ,egg , vege . muhahaahahahs , super nice .

todae go cut hair. hahahaha new hair style. hahahahah tie hair not bad. release hair quite funny zzz . hahahaha. me meet weiting at smb mrt 1st cabin there. before dat meet ba0bei 1st , hahaha he acc me da0 mrt n wait for train. after dat he went work hahahaha.

me n weiting go marsiling. there no shopping mall .zzzz . hmm total 9$. cut finish liao we went to causewae point eat KFC. there's a little boy sit beside weiting. he very cute siaa. ahahahs kawaii lo.hahahahah . he take my spoon. zzz hahahas den whn weiting wan to take another spoon for me.e mummy saw dat, n she gave us spoon.hahahas e boy look at me n smile.hahahash super cute.hahahahs.

eat finish ler we went to take train bck.hahahas , on e wae ; we saw a girl n a boi.e girl's skirt super short. zzzz can c da0 her ahem ahem . so obvisous lo . omg. somemore nvr wear tighs zzz.

aww ; i haven start my challeng assement zzzzzz

todae he taking his O'Level result
all e best to him

hahahas. todae e lim pui pui sae my voice loud.hahahahahaha.cus she sae shuting HUA CHI. so i sae her bck.hahahas but not infront of her la.hahahahahahahahahah.

she sae she going to make e paikia all cry todae.hahahaha.include weisong.hahahaha.in e end she saw him she nvr do anything,not even talk with him.how she going to make him cry. hahahah
chio ka beng ! takb0 leh tahhan . hahahahahah

jangan tipu tipu
jangan bayte bayte

aku rindu kau
aku rindu kau juga

rindu ta ?

ta bo leh.

aku sayang kau
aku sayang kau juga

hahah dats wad i learn (Xhahah . malay oso fun X3

todae . . . . my math all d0 wrong zzzzz . all siaa. omgg. nvm he todae accompany me go school , aww can c dat he slppy zzz . . . . . . heartpain to c he so slppy still acc me go school.hahahas, but oso got happy.hahahs cus he acc me (X

hmm after school saw him.hmm he lent me calculator.hehehe . den he oso told me dat he cant acc me g0 home. well its okae (: he said he going to treat me eat chocolate ! hahahas 2 bar X3 .

haha idayah teach me how to sae some malay.hahas i use it on azri .hahahs he scare hamster.he sae no leh no leh .hahahs . . . den i sae [ jangan tipu tipu arhh ] he laughed =='' . hahahs

netball . . well jus run f0r few round e court. den me n caixia idayah chitchat.hahaha so fun (X we chat quite alot.halfwae teacher ask me to defend peishi.well not badd lah cus at least got defend da0. and e last thing we do is dat we spring. hmm do abit better. 12sec zz but dat tyme more better 11sec . zzz ..

walk to mrt with lijun,liling,

reached smb,i saw weiting. she so tall zz. hahas sae bubbye wibb her fren.den acc her to POSB bank,hahas she jus got her pay.she treat me eat e carrot cake.hahahs.so nice uh her. hahah ! i acc her wait for bus.hahahas.it seems dat we jus few daes nvr saw each other,infact dat we've long tyme no c.hahahs

todae home got cook.hahahs. aww nw still habben bath zzz . . . bawu siaa ZZzz hahahs.

todae nvr go school. yesterdae not feeling well, morning oso . so decided not going school . aww missed school.things need to catch up.

i hate being sick ; stupid retard make me thing so much @#$#%$%

HE c0ncent bout me ; hahas so happy (X

disapointed in myself in many thing ; why cant i perform like e wae i use to be in secondary3 ? whats e thing which changes? i thought i've clear my mind. clear e lazyness , clear everything dat is bad.and i thought i can pass my math. aww , in e end i get 2/12 . disappointed. perhaps i have not done enough work. but my confident has gone,i've no more confident to do better anymore.

todae went to celebrate shuting birthdae . plann to go fishing but in e end donno why nvr fish liao we went to mac eat. eat liao we talk talk after dat jiu going 4 liao . all go seperate wae.

weixiang , corrine n me went to ntuc there meet my BAOBEI. hahas (X we there wait for e chicken ch0p. haahahs we went to mrt take train go to smb n habb a bus to smb park , baobei went to admirty for something. corrine stay for awhile only n left.me baobei weixiang accompany her da0 khabit mrt there. she said she go find her mammy .hahas next tyme dao wo find mammy ;p

whn reach bck smb park. we go find baobei`s friends n den we go v right side there sit down,talk n view e sea .aww e sea so dirty somepart zzz.hahahs whn it's tyme, baobei accompany dao my blk there.ahahas baobei thanks uhh (X . we wait for e bus so long zz sae hao 7pm reach home but 8pm den dao jia.hahahs (: siann lo tyme pass so fast n so little tyme zzzz.

BAOBEII ; AKU SAYANG GAO .
AKU RINGU GAO JUKA


corrine ;
if what eu heard is unpleasent .
cover eur ears.just don care bout it.
anything can find me (: turn eur bck
n eu'll c me (: laogong good right ?
;p hahahs laogong will owaes be there
eu (: hahahahs

well this few daes quite swt . though nvr get to c him as much,but things did not mess up.gladfully he's there .todae meetup , kindaa paiiseh siaa. cus recently chat so late.den he todae need early go work. . zz den he still meet me up. BAOBEI SO NICE (X

i learn my spelling liao but mondae den test zzz


FULLYRETARD .

god damn it. whats e matter nw ? totally piss off ; what's e thing i'm pissing off i oso donno. sickening zZzzZ. after hearing she coming ; instead of being happy for so long nvr c her,e feeling is oppsite. why why why ?

i'm reconsidering whether going or not.but i noe e final answer would be yes.cus i gibb them e word liao.but really fann siaa.

i donno why i no more mood ; aww . things messed up . problems come after problems , and more problems. i'm going to bust . everything OVERLOADED liao . i'm going crazy soon .