Saturday, January 20, 2007
todae is e last dae of motivation camp. have so much fun during e past few daes. ahmin , danny , woeitang. they're all nice pp. weeuwee ! hahah e 2nd dae of e camp , many pp cried. me to0x , almost cried. they told us to imagine . . .i imagine jus a few sec . cus i knew if i continue think , i will bust into tears . so i stopped imagine.almost every0ne cried badly. . .
ytd was e last dae of the camp ; e closing cerermony was to inited parent to comeover. abit pity my mom nvr attend. me n sato went to toilet and came bck.. we have a talk infront of two classes n someother parent. sato speak half wae , tears start dropping. i used my jacket to wipe it off for her and she laughed. i'm so touch all things she said. SAT0 ; THANKS SO MUCH . (:and after she speech, is my turn . i said dat it's quite apity dat my mon didnt manage to attent the talk . but i'll love her no matter wad. n i said that but it's ok for me. cus i told her i love her evertyme over the phone . cus i'm thick skin. hahah , and some of them laugh ;p i thanks every0ne around me . they're alwaes they for me.i knew dat if i'm tired , i can lean on them .EWITCHES , TINGTING OWAES LOVE EUi learn manythings which i wont learn in e camp. too much to sae all of them out.thanks to e camp. i was able to tell my mom things she donno. i asked my mom to come home stay , she reply me dat . . it's kindda weird to stay wibb us wibb dad . as so many years she nvr stay wibb him ler. e feeling is weird . and i tell her is it ok for me to sae everything out ? she sae it's okae , and i tell her i habb a bgr before , and she listen my story . . i told her i understand how she feel .i tell mom dat my view of relationship is diff from daddy . daddy's view is dat he don wan me to be hurted by relationship . but mine view is dat i agree dat secondary having relationship is okae as we knew the feeling of having a boifren n e taste of breaking up . and we can be stronger after each relationship end. but of cus didnt break up is better . but when having stead after or at e age of 17,18,19 e breaking up taste horrible, and have super no mood to study, as if it's e end of the dae. and to my surpise my mom agree with me. she suddenly felt dat her daughter has grow more mature den she thinks . i almost cried . . cus it's touching for me . i love my mom so much , she understand me and she support me all e wae. though i cant everydae meet her, but in my heart i love her (Xmy problems so far i habben pour all of them out , but by saying either one of them to my mom my tears will bust out. becus of her supporting to me. but GURLs i'll open e problem of the door. haha and share it with eu . hahah !KAORI . CORRINE . LIJUN . XIANGXIANG . SHUTINGI LOVE EU GURLS. OWAES IN MY HARTS ! <33
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