wad e hell ;
many things happened.
i'm at my limit .
korkor seems nort to believe
wad i sae. he suspect
wad i sae ; he don care
me ler.my heart ache .
tears falling down my
cheeck , i cant do
anything to stop it . i tried
to be strong , but failed to be.


jus marmiie by myside ;
believing everyword i sae.
nvr doubt anything , she told me
i can lean on her whenever i
need help . talked wibb her in
phone jus nw . i told myself
nort to cry , but sae dao him ;
my tears falls n keep dropping.
i don wan to be so weak in front
of her . but whenever i tried to
sae anything bout him , i jus cant
control . i don wan him to don
care me , i don wan him don
believe me .


been crying this two dae.
i'm tired of tears . freak e
ass out of me . GET LOST PLEASE.
i don wann to cry anymore haais.


todae on e wae home ;
tears dropped.
went to bedroom n cry ; without
them noeing . n manythings went
in n out of my brain , should i or
should i nort ? still thinking .
will gibb myself e answer before
e dae cum . i may be bad n selfish
but i jus cant really continue . i
don think it really suit , i don think
i'm e one [ zh ]`slooking for . n [ zh ] `s
different from wad i noe him before.