t0 WEITING:
heart berri pain whhn n0e dat
eu cut eurself ; TRY n0rt to cut
anym0re ler . u see arh , u cut
liao will leave scar leh . i noe eu
berri stress , u can approche other
wae to disstress eurself , hurting
eurself only make worst . as a fren
of eurs , no 0ne wan to c eu hurt
eurself to solve e problem . i may nort
noe how much eu gone thru. but
i'm willing to lend eu my ears . gibb eu
my tyme to heard eur trouble. saeing
out really makes eu feel better .
if possible , don cut agnn ler , kae ??


- to be continue -

wad e fark siaa.
nw he t0ld me his fren type e msgg
n he sent e msgg. means he wan
breakup lo. den ask for patch for
wad. lmao. den sae da0 everthing
my fault like dat . and sent one more
breakup . den he sae is n0rt dat
he don love me anymore is we cant
communicate.


LMFAO.


he told me he wan me to noe why
he wan break .wad e fark .
he still tell me
[ nw is WHO dontwan meet WHO
e . i free all daes de ] i thinking ;
wad e hell , i ask him wann meet
marh in e m0rning , den he everytyme
overslpp e lo. nw still wan calculate
wibb me , i use caculator oso cant count
finish all e thing over me n him e.
i don wan to talk too much wibb him,
den i sent him sae dat ; okok , it's my
fault , drop this topic. '
i expect he would angrily reply me.
end up , he tell me nort my fault is his
fault he noe he shouldnt sent me dat
msgg but nw already sent liao he hope
i can forgibb him . . .
wad e DOHS.

h0w on e earth i can believe
wad he sae ? lols , NO LINK e
leh ; how can he torrorate his
FREN FREN sent breakup msgg
e. he d0n even bother to make
clear wibb me. 5daes later den
wan patch. wad talking siaa.


he scare too late , den nw wad?
5daes later nort super late liao
meh. wad shit siaa.


well, dat's e end of me n him.

hmmph . todae 5hurs of nap nort
enough for me . still tired , narh.


alot of stuff need to do .
art need e pen n ink , n one more
artist e painting . siann.


phy need d0 workbook page 5-12.
for phy . teacher take it as class
test . i donno how to do.


geo need remember alotalot of
e point . n e map need noe how
to do . .


chem need to study for class test.
siann.

ytd our art student return bck
singapore. haas ; todae they return
school , well mrs osman was berri
happy . our class is bck to normal.


hmmphs , todae after school ;
me n mich went to smb sec .
she n elwin went bck home.
well , saw eva , she went to sunplaza.
she sae later den cum find us . den
me n weiting talk dao e tyme
she going to take her oral . me n
weiting crap crap n chat chat ;
omg , she told me dat they all disturb
e alvin chock , -.-'' they bluff him
i like him siaa , he believe and so on.


den when eva cum bck , weiting go
in school ler. me n eva wait for weiting
to finish , me n eva take photo , talk
here talk there. hahas


saw some primary school mate .
well , they change alot , slim e slim
tall e tall - . - ' '


we went to sunplaza e food court there.
den they eat , i nvr eat. hahas. we jus
crap around . muahahas pp sae i CHIO
siaa , ii fly liao hahash (X


hmmph ; wo bu zhi dao wadda do,
sumone gibb me direction ??

hmmphs.
me n him ended ler.
well , tears didnt fall.
e story berri long.


well perhapes i'm nort
e one he looking for.
dats why he break.
n i realise he izznt dat
real ; dat's why i didnt
cry . lol ,n alot alot of thing.


siann tmr start school
diedie must study in school.
cus i at home oso nvr study.

todae ; lijun cum my hus.
we habb dinner together ;
hahas. talked wibb eachother.
well though tyme is less ; but
nice (:


am i bad ?? i donno wad to
do leh ; confuse n lost .
[ zh ] n [ xy ] berri similar leh.
nort e face . narhs. donno how
to sae leh. siann , i sort of hate
e stupid me

wad e hell ;
many things happened.
i'm at my limit .
korkor seems nort to believe
wad i sae. he suspect
wad i sae ; he don care
me ler.my heart ache .
tears falling down my
cheeck , i cant do
anything to stop it . i tried
to be strong , but failed to be.


jus marmiie by myside ;
believing everyword i sae.
nvr doubt anything , she told me
i can lean on her whenever i
need help . talked wibb her in
phone jus nw . i told myself
nort to cry , but sae dao him ;
my tears falls n keep dropping.
i don wan to be so weak in front
of her . but whenever i tried to
sae anything bout him , i jus cant
control . i don wan him to don
care me , i don wan him don
believe me .


been crying this two dae.
i'm tired of tears . freak e
ass out of me . GET LOST PLEASE.
i don wann to cry anymore haais.


todae on e wae home ;
tears dropped.
went to bedroom n cry ; without
them noeing . n manythings went
in n out of my brain , should i or
should i nort ? still thinking .
will gibb myself e answer before
e dae cum . i may be bad n selfish
but i jus cant really continue . i
don think it really suit , i don think
i'm e one [ zh ]`slooking for . n [ zh ] `s
different from wad i noe him before.

knn .
stupid teacher call my hus
sae i nvr go school .
wad e hell .?


jus dat late for school ;
den mrs.osman fly to
e donnoe wher for e art
trip . den forgot gibb teacher
n ida . den korkor tot i nvr
pon school . wad e ?


den kor ask mei i got stead marh?
den she ehh erm ehh like dat.
den kor tell her he noe liao.
but reached home kor nvr
scold me n nvr ask me .


he ask me why e watermelon stuff
e . den after dat he ask me i got
go sch marh ? den sae teacher call
me . den he ask me wad can i prove
him i got go school ? ii gibb him
c my late slip . he doubt my words
but choose to believe wad i sae


well ; todae not dat bad ,
jus dat slacking in class . . talk craps.
write rubbish in footscape paper.
LOL s i'm so lame . me n lijun xiang
go rtc for e late cuming e . lol =.=
whn lilianggo go outside me n them
play e ' one two three four ' haas.
CKB -.-'' play dao berri hao siao
haas . after our detension . we walked
to e mrt . guess who we saw . wengwah
hahas. so sweet ; he waiting for xiang
muhahas . outsider c ler already sweet
dao cannot sweet . haas


after dat me n lijun went off ; go home.
haas . so siann my legg ;berri pain lo
wad e hell siaa e skin peeled off like wad.
make me pain dao so high - . - ' '


well missed him ; hmmphs
i'm so irritating
i've nth to chat wib him leh though
i wanted to chat wibb him but e
topic seems running out of stocks

todae went to paris park wibb paa
n mei ; well quite funn . it's rainning
dae . omgg , we take train stopped
at eunos n take cab there.


whn we reached there . there's still
abit rain . hmmph , we went to rent
bike . n cycle around . and i taked pic
of my own n e bike . haas.






z i l i a n E m e

ytd night chatted wibb dear ;
somehow , whn he told me he
cant meet me cus he need to
stay bck , in my mind was


[ i believe him ]


am i naive ? haas hope nort.
hmmpth ; let's believe wad
is it nw.

todae went to khabit wibb ying
to meet lijun . saw xiang n sato wibb
her . after awhile ; they both leave ler.


we three went to mac there to study.
study dao 2+ like dat . hmmph didnt
really study much . after dat went
to sunplaza e star factory. played
$3 . n bought a yellow shirt . lol , lent $$
from lijun . siann ; we play play play
den saw mich , n my ex - yuming .
omgg .. i turn awae -.-''


n blaahblaablaah . .
my dae is jus simple .


missed him ;
12daes nvr c him.


todae tot could c him . but
he sae he gotta stay bck for
school ; i doubt it awhile. but
choosed believe .


sumtymes would think .
is he real ? if izznt ;
let me g0 .


but of cus i hope it's real


devil`s going to take over place
e angel .

hmmpth ;
todae planned to went out wibb
marmiie . due to sumthing we
canceled . changed to next wednesdae.
muahahas marmiie n me going
to daa er tong (X cus lots lots of
earing attracted us . omgg it's
really really nice .


actually mondae whn going out wibb
eva them, planned to daa e. but abit
don dare leh. cus scare donno how to
take kaiire. hahas. nvm wait for another
week den got ler (X . MUAHAHAS.


tmr ; meeting lijun to study .
haas . .

siann ;
ytd went out wibbe eva weiting n ying.
we meetup at smb e last cabin there.
hmmphs went to cwp. on e wae there
keep take photo of weiting till she tulan
hahas. paiiseh wors ; :p in e end hao liao
hahas. went to popular buy pens.
me bought two painty. hahas purple n
green. narh , nort dat nice hahas.


hmmpth planing to buy e puma e bag
at e paa saa mar lam. but think carefully.
in e end nvr buy . instead , i felt yingying
e more nicer hahas. siaan.


we went to e library .
plan to study. but take photo e most
hahas. ckp -.-'' sae hao study . jus abit
niaa. hahas but nort bad le leh.
hmmph reach 7 like dat we weent off.


hahaas. went tuu buyy thiings eat ..
OMG~ while standdings dere eating.
gort aa beri bigg nn loud thunderr.
xia dao .. hahas!! ,, awhile more jiu
went home liiaos.


weiting went home ;
me eva n yingying went to sunplaza
it's raining cats n dogs. me n them
went to star factory . played 4dollar
on e searching photo . . berri hao siao.
e uncle beside eva play e marjong e
den half wae help us. hahash. den we
continue. sum part berri small we cant
c . -.-'' den we sae like dat oso can hahas


playhao liao we went to ntuc buy corn
n FnN drinks . and we went off home.
me n eva at e block there separate .


dat's my dae for todae (:

4 daes nvr blogg ler.
miss my blogg mahs?
wahahas. ki siao liao.


hmmps. 1st september suppost
meet dear e. but he over slpp .
lols . sae hao meet at 1oam. he
wake at 4 + . but nvm , ii tot wad
happen to him siaa. wan call him
but scare he still slpping. lucky i
nvr call . hmmphx so siann.
after todae e mid-night equal 1week
nvr c dao him ler. i really really miss
him . donnoe if he oso miss me this wae?
l0l . sian sian sian ; so fast going to 2weeks.


hmmphs. todae went to cousin hus.
cus his daughter 1st month. quite cute (:
but i more cute . LOLs hahas ; deardear
wake up at 4 + . n went to orchard road.
my dae are quite boring. hahas . korkor
bought korean show . [ xia tian xiang qi ]
he n me are korean show fans . hahas.


will this type of relationship last ?
how long can we last ?
don wan jus be part of his memorie.

todae was teacher's dae.
umms , as usual went to school.
when reached khabit , e rain
fall heavily . it's raining cats n dogs.


sato asked me wanna meet up?
she haab umbrella. hahas. so nice.
we went planing to leave e mrt station.
we saw lijun n xiang. so we walked tgtt.
when we thinking of how to move to
another block , an aunty offer to lent
us her umbrella. as she got an extra.
she's nice (: we accepted her offer n
we went off . she walked wibb us till
our school inside. hahas


lijun n xiang went back to class .
me n sato went to toilet to dry ourself.
we dry our socks. hahas. she dry dao
half wae she sae she gotta go class ler
so we bubbyes. hahas , den me n other
sec2 e gurl there drying ourself. n we chatted
abit (: untill 8 like dat she sae she gotta go
to e concert ler. n we saed byes too .
me alone dry it , till it almost dry n i called
lina wher's she ? she told me at e library.
notice dat they habb changed e place.
e art room. and i went up (:


it was vp leading us. quite a shock to see
her in this manner. as to me , she only noe
how to catch pp , donnoe how to smile.
todae i c another side of hers. hahas
we played a game. quite fun, hahas (:
n forgot to add, e big walk was cancled
due to e bigbig rain.


afterwards it's tyme for e concert.
nahh it was boring till some our
classmate performed in e stage. it's cool.
hahas , after our classmate performing ,
it's real bore. nort fun or entertaining at all.
till e last part , e teacher's performing.
omg dat's a real enjoyable part . bout 6 teacher
playing e role of student n teacher in e school.


mrs seelakun was cute in e wae she dress.
hahas, n same to e rest of e teachers too.
they wear our school uniform . hahas


after e concert , our class need to stay to
take our report book. we waited berri long.
me n lina went to e staff room to find mrs.osman.
den me n lina rush towards e hall there to
return them ,, it's jus a photo copying. hahas.
i get bck mine , woohoos.
eng 58. chinese 67 . maths 77 . science 35.
geo 50 . art 73 .


me n sato went bck to smb primary.
hmmphs along wibb her frens.
hahas they wanted to visit their
primary teacher. she noe dat he's
teaching in my primary. hahas. so qiao.
we c e concert like nth nth leh. hahas.
afterwards we went to ava room 2.
quite boring. stay till 1 like dat .
den we walked to e office , i told them
dat i going off ler. n bubbyes to them too.
oh yarh, yiting wibb them too hahs.


den eva called me, we sae meet at e canteen
when she reached e main gate trying to pass
trough e security guard , e gurad stopped her
n sae e tyme has passed , and ask her cum bck
next year. eva call me n she sae she walking
to e back gate , to our surprise , no pp stopped
her , den we plan to find teacher , but like
all went off , i told eva i going bck home to
change shoe. n after change , we went to
sunplaza to buy my school shoe. hahas,
she accompany me n my sister , quite
guity hahas. cus she like doin nth leh.
hahas, she was sending pic -.-''


after dat , we walk bck . n same as e past,
we separate in e traffic light there hahas.

sae dao eva , a fren of mine since primary5
still rmb how childish we are in primary school.
same as jiawen as well . hahas ; 3 friend would
nvr leave each other since pri5 , there would
quarrel everydae . but dat wont last more den
a dae. hahas anywae e past is still e best (: