hmmphs.
been thinking lots of things.
is this all jus part of illuision ?
it seems nort to be . but yet ;
everything is too guud to be real.

i scare ; scare everything would
turn into another lies .

i don wan to think dat much.
but i simply cant . whenever
i'm alone , things would flash
in my mind over n over agnn .

i'm afraid dat i'm annoying to
him . i scare alot alot of thing

haiis -.-'' kaori did sae to me
think alot of these would affect .
i noe ; but .. . ....